AMAZINGLY ENUF

I still don't want to be away
While he showers
And he is not capable
Of cooking yet,
But does get his own drinks.

(I think I spoiled him
And now am trying to figure How to un-spoil him.)

I'm trying to take care of myself.
I have gone on little jaunts
Woods walking--
Though not too far.
And am back at some daily computer time to myself.

I admit I have neglected my Spiritual breaks and Meditation.
They seem to have gone by the Wayside
With reading
I can't seem to concentrate.

Cat adds, " I've been too worried inside the conscious AND unconscious self about John's condition and his healing and recovery and holidays coming up and his quality of continued life prognosis and ... and... and ..."